it's time for something biblical

that's enough. i've been delaying the decision of what-do-i-want-to-do-with-my-life for a bit too long and holding out for any longer is not helping anyone. for the past few months i've called on the loyal council of friends and family hoping to defer the responsibility, but i imagine they're ready to update their rolodexes with ink for a change. i envisioned every possible career path until i realized that i can't do that. every single great thing over the last couple of years came through some combination of short sighted opportunism and blind optimism.

so the time has come for me to make a phone call, but not right now. because it's 1am. there's time to sleep on it and room for some other sort of revelation. the problem is i've already decided.